A Rat Shit Day

So let me break it to you like this... I was made "redundant"today.

"Redundant" such an auspicious term. And my company, which shall remain nameless for fear of possible civil action to recover excessive and impending costs, deemed that they made an effort to "preserve employee self esteem".

So I wonder... if by "preserve employee self esteem" they mean current employees i.e. those that weren't axed then yes, some employees have some self esteem. But, if they actually mean, and with my only average I.Q then even I can ascertain, those employees that were axed today making them former employees, then no, I do not believe the they made a sincere effort of their part to "preserve employee blah blah blah".

This will come across as bitter, once again, but fuck me, I've made such an effort in this job and brought about some significant changes. I even got a promotion last week for the good job that I have done.

Fark.

What do I say. I don't have the words to describe how I feel right now.

Fuck them. Jeez.